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All those things they say"You are a fat"
Oh am fat?
Sorry sweetie I can fit in to things you wish you could.
"You dresses like a slut"
Oh I do?
Since when is shorts and a band shirt slutty?
"Your hair looks bad"
Oh really?
Your looks a lot worst then mine.
"Your personality is worse in real life"
Oh is that so?
Am shy and barely talk, I guess that makes me awful.
"Your pitiful because you are annoying and miserable"
Oh?
Ha I find that funny because that sounds like you, sorry but am not.
"Your a jealous whining dog"
Oh is that right?
I don't really get jealous, and again that sounds like you.

I find this all funny.
You think messing with a girl wi

Death DealerDeath lingered behind his eyes,
ruthless his lips edged up
in a killers smile,
it was the moment
he awaited
while his prey
lie blissfully unaware.

Stillness absolute
a heart beat
was the only sound,
while the shadow
prepared to descend
with the swiftness
of a falcon.

Blood paints the darkness
of the night, not even a scream,
it is true what they say
you can die within your dreams,
for what was he
but a phantom unseen,
a death dealer who will
take flight with your life
while you sleep.

He is gone
even before the very last
breath can be drawn
but he never leaves a doubt
none escapes from his
talon's grasp.

HelloWould you notice
if I disa-

NumbWhat is this feeling?

I don't understand.

I want to explain

But I don't think I can.

Is it really true?

Am I turning this numb?

It just can't be!

I must feel some!

Why is this happening?

Why can't I feel?

Is this all just a dream

Or is all of this real?

Someone please tell me.

Please help me feel.

I'm so tired of feeling numb.

I just wanna heal.

The pain, the sorrow,

The joy, the tears.

Yes! I want all of them!

Even all the fears!

I'm so wanting,

Longing to feel again.

This curse is so haunting,

It's like a dead end.

So, if I were you,

Be glad you can feel.

Be thankful you're not numb.

At least you are real.

the sum of your partsI can find in many others
The sum of your parts,
They're scattered, disjointed,
Disconnected by miles.

One may have your eyes,
But only with a certain look,
Another the glimmer
Of what could be your smile.

I could try to convince myself
I'd heard something you'd say
From the mouth of another,
But not in your voice.

There are many parts of you
I'd despise in any other,
But you're so much greater
Than the sum of your parts.

SorrowI'm running out of hope for now,
Breaking through all we've known.
Boarded windows hide the past
And bandages don't seem to last.

One day, we can leave
But we'll just wait and see.
All those times we've felt nothing,
Now have ripped the seams.

We've faded away into the air.
Two lifeless souls and none to care.
I feel invisible in my own world
My head created to crumble.

Where's Home?"Where's Home?"

Happy, stable, and fully intact

These images might make some terribly mad

Family units gathered around their tables

Something as delightful emerging from a fable

Sharing and conversing all they have done

That week in retrospect and all of their fun

Fathers and daughters; mothers and sons

Friends and relatives; all are welcome to come

Boyfriends and girlfriends; husbands and wives

Aunts and uncles; grandparents with fragile lives

Even their pets exhibit joyous remarks

Their clever cats meow while dogs merrily bark

Emotions are poured into feasts fit for kings

The adults converse as children laugh and sing

All the

DrainedI drew paintings of your beauty in my mind for so long
When we finally delved deeper into the unknown, you got lost
I don't know how and don't know where I went wrong
But our love and our caring was ever so short

You sunk your fangs deep into my soul like a vampire
I felt your hurt draw out my feelings, like blood
You drained out my warmth and snuffed my fire
Whelmed with anger, this pain was like a flood.

Wrath of a Death Angel * Part III: ArmageddonNo living soul in this land of doom

***

The dead ones he sees
No blessings, no graves
He will this world destroy

***

His black wings wide open
Wrath in those eyes

Ice covers the ground
Fire filling the sky

***

All the grief
Sorrow and despair
Fills his soul
Angel he is again

His pure tears
Pour on forsaken land

***

Once it will flourish
With innocence

Wrath of a Death Angel * Part I: ImmortalNever I fall

***

They desire for
The blood to flow
Cold eyes of hunter
Following us in the dark

Death they bring along
Shall save no-one

***

Cut the pale skin open
Make this soul bleed
Tear my chest apart
Pierce the cold heart

I shall not scream
Pain I will deny

***

These wings burn
Crush my bones
Let the blood dye
This forgotten land

I shall not die

***

All suffering forgotten
No tears in eyes

For revenge I will hunt you down!

Do What You WantDo what you want
I don't want to care anymore

Do what you want
I don't want to fight anymore

Do what you want
Stand up to what you know is right

Do what you want
Start another stupid fight

Do you remember me?
I'm everything you fear

Do you remember me?
I'm everything you hear

Do you remember me?
You said you loved me

But now all I can get from the rehab
Is I'm everything you can't have

Im Fine...Im fine,
im ok,
nothings wrong,
im good,
im just tired,
everything is fine,
too much homework,

Everyone else seems to believe my excuses,
So how is it that you are the only one who can see straight through me?

The Black XX marks the spot, the treasure on the maps,
This mark feeds, courage and strength it saps.
This X over the frail boy's heart,
As slowly, so slowly, they all depart.

His courage, his strength, his force of will,
Without these powers he feels quite ill.
The dark used to hold no worries for him,
But now; it suffocates and swallows him.

That one little mark had changed it all,
The boy who always belonged in the dark.
He had been stolen, consumed by it all,
That boy now belonged To The Dark.

MatrixIt is not how I thought of you
at the moment of your admission
which one might see as terrible
in the darkness you confide,
but as moonless in its secrecy

where my perfume cannot reach-
tumbling over black cataracts,
blood-flecked and rabid; guided,
albeit momentarily seduced,

to be lead behind
eroding bulwarks of atrocity,
climaxing into this matrix dome,
the head of a spear through a noose-

but am I not merely a bandit;
bereaved by calamity at the
pinnacle of my desire gone awry?

Or in reality, a sinister paradox
unwelcome, borne of my
own darkness, that begs you stay.

Our Society's LieWhat you see out on the screen
Doesn't reflect who you really are

They're telling you how to be a queen
But all you become is a broken star

'Inner beauty is just for the ugly'
I must stand as proof of this lie

Your 'friends' like the new ecstasy
While deep inside all you do is die

The way we're supposed to look is a lie
Who's opinion is it to say who we are?

As we follow, the media's noose ties
And our own reality grows much too far

We all have free will as humans, as us
So why do you let them control how you look?

Don't let it go, don't dive under the bus
Don't be proud to say you dress from a book

Whether your thin or fat or

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I've became something am not.

by ~RavenVonRiot, Aug 30, 2012, 5:54:22 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I've became something am not.

I hate you.
I am disappoint in you.
I can't stand you.
I am standing up to you.
I yell at you a lot.
I am not standing up for you anymore.
I don't care about you.
I do not want you around.

I can't help it.

I just can't deal with you people anymore.

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